I HATE ...
tokoroa in the winter time
the cold
early morning frosts (although everything looks crisp & clean and the air is amazing, but cold)
southerly winds that chill you to the bone
overcast skies that last all day
spending 2 hours watching league in the cold and your team loses (but pui & yannis made it worthwhile, and fish when he didn't drop the ball or lose it in a tackle or fall over trying to step a dude on the other team lol)
work today (oh to be the dude in cambridge that won $16 mil, bastard hahaha)
watching cooking shows on tv they're so damn boring
the warriors at the moment (damn losers)
the crusaders for not beating the bulls
that the super 14 final isn't in hamilton
being fat LMBFAO
exercising to lose all the fat
not fitting anything because im fat OMGoodness
smoking
trying to quit smoking
my house being messy
cleaning my house HAHAHA
when my 10GB allowance of internet runs out before the month is up lol
that tali-porky is in auckland
that i dont make enough effort to visit nana because she'll be gone before i know it
that church as of late has just become unimportant and irrelevant to me
God doesn't hold the importance in my life that He used too
understanding the truth and knowing what i know ... its still possible to feel lost, empty and confused
that my faith isn't the size of a mustard seed
i've become selfish instead of selfless
i'm ungrateful for the blessings i receive in life
not spending enough time with the people that i love
not telling the people that i love how much i love them
goodbyes and people leaving (thats sad)
that this blog has just made me look like a drama queen LMAO LOL
thats my moan for the week ... HAHAHA
love to everyone out there
lottie xoxo
It doesn't sound selfish at all - it sounds very insightful and very aware.
ReplyDelete(Ditto all the fat ones for me...oh, and the messy house too)
I would love to experience a Tokoroa winter - our winters here are sunny through the day, not winter-like at all.
Vxx
i love that you can be sooooo funny, but at the same time, I can see how serious you are being. If God wasnt working hard in you, you wouldnt realise how much you do need Him and He wouldnt cop a mention. Be strong. Take heart.
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